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As I take a challenge, I see my life being more difficult, why?

I am trying to improve my life but I get a lot negative thoughts, why?

Did I make a mistake by being part of group, why?

Is it about me, or about my country?

I do it to my best, so why?

Maybe, I made a Bad choice

Why, because I deserve it.

Maybe it political influence

I am so doubt about this journey

I see myself nowhere

Maybe, I must take another alternative

The journey is tough

I am hungry, why?

How can accomplish it without energy?

I see impossibilities for the first time in my life

Maybe, it is great to know all sides of Life

Oh! my God, please help your righteousness to survive

I am innocent son, you are my Lord

Come and help

I sound so stupid to everyone

Those who knows me as richman, they are suprised

My enemies are happy

Maybe, I must do it for myself, not for others

Only God knows about this Life


Others are saying "You deserve it"

How can I deserve such misserable life?

I live like a person who have no direction

I have search for alternatives, but they are not worth it

That one was Time consuming, but a life time opportunity

I have struggled a lot

Maybe, this time to throw the Towel away

Who knows?

Maybe, I took a Long and wrong direction

I see, I live with people who are selfish and jealous

Only few are Kind

I wish to know why?

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Comment by Nick Heyming on March 29, 2010 at 10:27pm
Glad to see some introspection on your part Mr. Freeman. I hope the process of this 10 week exercise gives you plenty of feedback on communication and collaboration, sometimes things that work in South Africa don't in other parts of the world, and vice versa.
Comment by Bongumusa on March 29, 2010 at 10:33pm
That is real. I wish to know why I suffer like this? Is it because I made a mistake? God, please forgive me! I pray everyday to make it true and real. But why?
Comment by Nick Heyming on March 29, 2010 at 10:41pm
I don't think you should ever throw in the towel, you have alot to offer. There is much about your country that you could share with this community so that people from other parts of the world could better understand where you're coming from.
Comment by Bongumusa on March 29, 2010 at 11:00pm
We can try, but changing political mentality and cowboy mentality is bombing a heavy stone. I wish to know WHY?
Comment by Bongumusa on March 29, 2010 at 11:19pm
What a brilliant motivation. I see. I am better now. But How can I get Help? I tried to help myself, I failed, I was not born as a Failure, it is a matter of taking challenges. Have you ever have a Big Dream? I am dream, I see myself driving a smart Car, Having a beautiful wife, nice and comfortable Home. If things goes like this, I see myself nowwhere. I have worked hard for this. I spent about R85000 as future investment on myself, But I see Failure, and I started asking WHY? Because I know myself as a smart person, so what is all about now. They seems to have politics influence, there is a lot of threat. Politicians think about the past, which disturb our future. I don't know what exactly is happening. I don't want to see myself living in a country like Zimbabwe. But now I wish I can help, but HOW?
Comment by Sarah Hickox on March 30, 2010 at 12:14am
I'm not sure about all of the issues in your country, but I feel sure that they are not your fault. I'm sure there is a way to make a difference, we just have to learn what it is. +1 Courage for writing this blog.
Comment by Bongumusa on March 30, 2010 at 12:19am
Torelance and Forgiveness. Forgetting about the past and working as a Unity. Our democracy is at risk. They are people who are against our government. Everyone think is better than the other, I don't know how to explain.
Comment by Bongumusa on March 30, 2010 at 12:30am
ABSOLUTELY! it will take time and passion, but I want to live a happy life
Comment by Bongumusa on March 30, 2010 at 12:44am
I like the fact that you call me Zulu. I thank you man. You sound so wise and intellegent. I hope you can keep up on that. I know you my man, you are a good person with good qualities.
Comment by Sarah Hickox on March 30, 2010 at 12:45am
I think with problems like that which are out of your control, sometimes the best thing you can do is be an example and show love and unity through your life. Then those who you reach out to can do the same. And it spreads...


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